Just to let U know- You are Special

                                                   
                                                   BFF- Best Friends "Forever"...
I wonder, how my life would have been without "that" special one in my life! The one with whom I share every piece of my emotions.. I call her my Best Friend!
Nahh..not really! I call her- "CHUCK"!! :P Just because I love to call her that! words will be very less to describe, what she means to me.. words will be very less to describe "13 years" of our life that we have shared... But I can ofcourse try :)
May be I don't remember, exactly when and how we became BFF.. neither do you! It was the very 1st day of our school life..the beginning of a new journey! we were in the same class.. all were unknown to me! I don't remember how and when we mixed with each other and turned to great friends.. but I remember watching you talking to few other folks in the class.. I was too small to understand but may be there's something we have shared from the beginning and so nobody knows when two unknown kids turned into best friends.. nah- we used to exaggerate it a bit more- "Bestest Friends"
That was Kg-1.. the first year of school life! most of the memories are fading away but few left marks which we can never forget! It's been 13 years of being together.. and only we know how much we can talk and about what :P we were unseparable.. nah we "are" actually..
Life has changed.. people changed! we so many coming and leaving! we cried, laughed, bitched and what not but all together.. we even fell in love together..remember?? ;)
Not that we don't do these thing anymore!! time has changed but we-not even a bit!! we still do the same..
I have found you beside me whenever I looked aside.. never did I feel lonely and that is because of you.. we got angry, we fought too but so little that I don't even remember..
but unforgettable are the part when you guide me through the right track, when you make feel good, when we share those little and big things, when we stand beside each other at every point of life..
I still remember the 1st day of class-6.. how we cried just because our sections got divided! staying away was a nightmare back then.. Life has changed now but this "love" remains the same :)
I am glad I found you, I am glad I have you..I am glad, God really thought about me!
The knot is tighter now..the knot which no one can break.. I am just lucky to have such a "BEST FRIEND"..
before writing, I thought I would share every precious moment of "us". but now that I am writing, I feel every second, every minute and every day is special..and really words seem so less when it comes to feelings and memories..
Just to let you know what you mean to me.. just to make you feel special! :) we have always been together but I hope even the distance won't matter... How far we may go, I hope that special "spark" will last FOREVER..
sometimes we do need to make the person realise their value in our lives.. this is for you! even though I am not habituated calling you this.. ANANNYA- you really made me the luckiest one just being my
                                                 BFF- Best Friend Forever :)
                                                           love you hamesha.... :*

LOVED & LOST! :(

We Don't realise the value of someone until we lose them..but is it so?? Not always..

Dedicated to the person I loved and lost..

It's been more than a week now.. no calls, no visits! I miss u terribly.. I wish I could hug you,for the last time.. I wish I could talk to you some more.. I wish you were with me now.. never thought you would leave me, leave us so early! Life is certainly not fair! Now that you are gone, it's hard for us to accept the fact, the truth.. I thought you would wait, for some more happiness to come! But God is so unfair.. why can't he just keep the good people on earth..with us.. even the tears flowing all day long can't describe the pain I carry inside and can't explain the love I had shared with u.. and how terribly I miss you..

Time never stops, nobody waits and life just goes on.. but the pain remains, may be hidden somewhere!
It's not about moving on every time..it's about getting habituated with the pain..
I remember those childhood days of mine when my transport was your neck.. may be the best travelling experience ever where you would embrace me and take me everywhere.. now that you are gone, who will praise me for those every small thing I did..who will motivate me to go on with every good work I did?? I remember, I showed my 1st writing to you.. you were the one who appreciated me and always told me to keep writing coz u felt I was good at it.. could not you just wait a bit more to see me shine in life?? could not u just wait a bit more...just to be with me for longer!
I remember every single touch of yours.. now that you are gone, who will caress me the way you did??
It took few seconds for you to fulfill every wish we made and never did u let us stay disappointed..
The words seem too less to describe your love for us.. the word seems too less to describe what to meant to me, to us.. Now that you are gone, everyday I pray to god to convey you a message..
I MISS YOU..
You left us but never our heart...you are there and will be there forever.. love you JETHU!

P.S- he was not just my uncle, he meant a lot more to me.. R.I.P