Sunday 29 April 2012

Any Strings Attached???



The wind was soothing and comforting..I was lost in my own thoughts! Sitting in the back seat of the car, alone and with a soft track in my play list, I was enjoying the breeze and my own world of a certain happiness.. unaware about the busy roads and people, I kept on looking at the cloudy sky and also the stars fighting to retain their position..
I was waiting for mom and dad to come back from whatever work they went for! But my thoughts did not let me bore..
After a while, the wait became too much for me to bear..yet no way to escape!
With nothing much left to do, I finally decided to take a look around myself, at all those busy faces..
Bored with the boring people around, I saw my parents coming and got some relief..

Suddenly I thought of taking a look around once again and I looked back.. a bike stopped near the car and a guy in a black suit got down from it.. the guy was handsome! .. I looked away as an usual habit.. But something was different! I felt an urge to look back.. and to my utter revelation, I saw him looking at me as well.. though, it was nothing to be shocked, yet I was shocked..
He looked amazing in his suit.. his eyes had a charm
Eye contact with an unknown guy was not a big deal.. but Eye-contact with an “Unknown” guy and a known Feeling was disquieting..
He looked into my eyes and caught hold of  me,through them.. I  ogled at him as if I knew him.. we shared an instant connection.. everytime we see a movie or a daily soap, we find a sudden wind blowing and music playing around whenever there is an eye contact between the leads or any “love” scene.. It always seemed funny to me.. reality is harsh and even after hundreds of eye contacts we hear no sound track playing inside our heart or around! But startling things do happen sometimes.. gazing into his eyes, I felt the wind blowing stronger and it was more comforting.. even though I had already stopped the music player of my phone, I felt a soothing sound from within..a different sound! There was an unidentified attraction between us.. even those few seconds appeared like a decade.. the look in his eyes told a thousand words, as if he knew me.. the feeling was no different in me!

I heard the front door open and got back to my senses..Reality! mom and dad were back..
Even then I did not realise what really happened but a sudden feeling forced me to look back..and guess what? I found him looking at me as well..as if he wanted to stop me.. wish I could…
I had no idea what he thought or how he felt, but I wish I could stop that time.. it was not about looks or a fatal attraction, it was something unique, something never felt before..

The last second I looked into his eyes and my heart skipped a beat..the car started to move..and speeded away!!
It’s not about a love story with a sad or happy ending! It is about the feelings.. sometimes we don’t realise what is going on with us.. we do get surprises sometimes..

I see hundreds or thousands of known and unknown people around me everyday but never did I feel such an attachment.. wish I could see him 1 more time.. just to know what he thought,just to know what he felt, just to know if it was the same as me.. I wish I could see him again.. but this is life.. we come across many people in life ..few of them stay with us,many of them leave and very few leave us with a thought.. I don’t know him, I don’t know his name or anything else.. even his image seems blurred now.. but I am left with a thought.. why?? It was not an usual thing.. we really don’t feel this way even when we cross our “crush”..  the “moment” is a past now.. but sometimes we forget even the spectacular happennings of our life.. for me it was one of them and I know I will forget it, may be by tomorrow.. but we do need to keep a “note” of few things we don’t wanna forget!

But....wish I could see him one more time..


P.S.- This is all about "sudden feelings" and may be "Reality"...

Thursday 19 April 2012

Believe "IT"....or not!!




“The road was gloomy…there were no street lights,no vehicles,not even a single house..it seemed to be a never ending road with nothing except huge walls on both the sides.. I was sprinting through the lanes..I couldnot breathe, felt choked,yet I continued running..
Was there something or someone after me?? or was I after something or somone??
The chase continued..
After a while, I could see a tinge of light but I couldnot find the source.. I had not much time! Few more miles I completed and the fuzzy vision was materialising into a clear one.. I could see her
Nothing was after me..nor was I after anything or anyone…


….She screamed for help, But no one took a step forward! The goon was after her, I could see the sharp edged knife in his hand but why was he chasing her?? I was unaware..
All I saw was,the girl crying for help and screaming out of fear..she was tired of running,
Her legs almost gave up,but her heart was brave..she did not stop!
The sight fierced me, the heart beat went faster..I saw the girl,she was beautiful, innocent but appeared tired,weak and terrified..I could see her running but the thug was faster…
The moment she was out of my vista,my heart skipped a beat..she could be dead anytime
My head gave me a severe sting..the pain was unbearable but imagining the girl lying dead encased with blood was ghastly…someone has to save her..I have to save her

I couldnot think of anything else except running…I had to save her! The trail led me to a pitch black road..my heart pumping loud! I had no strategy..I just had to save her..        but how?? I could just continue running in order to catch up with her.. in order to save her..

The roads turned darker..then coverted into lanes, by-lanes but the chase continued..

After a while, I could see a tinge of light but I couldnot find the source.. I had not much time! Few more miles I completed and the fuzzy vision was materialising into a clear one.. I could see her..
But she was not screaming or crying..The goon was nowhere near! She looked mesmerising in her white gown..she changed her clothes?? Though her eyes looked absurd,her appearance was dazzling..she bade me and started leaving! I tried walking but couldnot move…what had happened??”….

….I could hear a music..but it seemed to be a noise to me! I felt drowsy..My eyes were tired as if I was deprived from sleep..the vision was blurred! The noise grew louder.. I opened my eyes..with a lot of twinge! I felt suffocated..I started gagging and it took a lot of time for me to get back my breath!! I found myself on my bed..how could be here?? Wasnot I running down the slender lane?? Was it a DREAM??? No..it can’t be..
The sun was already above..I realised I had been sleeping for long and it was just a dream..a nightmare actually! Somewhere the fact seemed unacceptable for me.. It couldnot have been just a dream! I knew the road, the lanes.. V.T.Road, Lane 13/4..

I shifted my mind and hurried myself to get ready..It was late! It was weekend and my friends must have been waiting… in no time, I was ready but the freshness was missing!
I looked worried..deviating my mind,I rushed out of my house..It took me about 10mins to reach the place, The Shopping Plaza..I could see my friends and their expressions were enough to make me apprehend my mistake…I was late!!
Along with them I started walking towards the entrance but something came to my notice.. though I was never interested in reading newspaper, my eyes caught a vision.. The headline…
      “Girl Killed by a goon..No hands to help” I rushed and picked up the paper.. the address read V.T.Road, Lane 13/4..there was a photo of the girl….
Yes, I recognised her..I tried to save her…It was not just a Dream!

 I felt throttled and weak..I fell on the ground! ….and then darkness swathed me!!
It was not just a DREAM….


P.S.- Sometimes nightmares do come true..believe me!!



Tuesday 17 April 2012

...And here I "set off"

Bored with Boredom I am all set to start a new blog! A girl who loves to write but too lazy to make herself work, is finally doing it.. I love writing poems more than anything else..oopz, I love myself more actually ;)..so,May be a small Intro through a poem won't be bad :)


            A small town girl,with dreams that touch the sky
           With hopes,that are big..A Heart filled with emotion
           A small wish..like those Birds, to fly High..
          And eyes,in search of a pearl lost in an unknown Ocean..

         Love to be in my own World, a colorful canvas
         Drawn with the paint brushes of my own imagination
         Not alone though, with the people I really trust..
        Live in a World,which for me,seems to be my own creation..

   
       In search of something,which is rare to find
       But I know, sometimes magic works without magic wand
       And I know, someday that "something" will be mine..
       Here, a li'l bit of love,not the fake one though,Is all I demand.. 



Not a good one though,yet I begin with it..and ofcourse "here,a li'l bit of love,is all I demand" :)



P.S.- I am "trying" my hands in writing..so a little bit of flaws "here" and "there" is acceptable :P ;)